this will make me dead.

I haven't been posting because my internet time has been consumed by fashion and porn. 

Go figure.

My two best friends in the whole world have gone from Minneapolis. One remains and will need as much support as I can give her. Which will be enough I hope. I was in her position a  year ago exactly and now that she is there I want to be the best friend I can to her.

The first few weeks of school so far.... interesting to say the least. One more illegal substance to add to the roster and a few nights spent sleeping only a few hours.

My school work load has been small but will steadily increase and as soon as I get my fucking book from the fucking assholes who can't order books or something I will have to do some catch up. I did my first project for my production class and screen writing is as hard as it may seem. I am not sure how well this class will treat me, but for the most part I have been keeping up.

I suck at sewing and will hopefully only get better.  My instructer=sewing with Nancy. To the muthafuckin tee and I love every minute of it. 

I continue to love walking to school even if half the time I am late and rushing in a tissy and don't notice anything that is around me. The days I get up and run are the best and until my foot gets better which is like monday I won't be doing any of that. 

I don't feel any older or more responsible since I turned 21 if anything less so. My apartment has been messy since about that time and now I don't even care. Come over and step over my possessions, thats the way I like it. When I can't find a fork I wash one and when there are no clean towels I just use the one closest to the top of the pile. 

I did get  a new pair of sweet shoes the other day and will forever love them and think that I look kinda weird in them. Too many colors.

I miss Ally and Chelsea more than anything I have ever missed but I am not sad like I have been before. I am glad to see them grow and move on. Going to TML tonight without either of them within driving range or potential hang out range will be very sad. I went there with them the first time ever on a saturday night. 

Now who knows. I want to dance. 

with boys. 

I want to dance with cute boys 

and I don't care who is watching.

London So Far.

So I've been in London since Wednesday.

Brief highlights since I only have 6 minutes left at this internet cafe...

Got really lost on my first day.
Everything is fucking expensive here. Spent about 500 dollars already. Fuck.
Met up with Alex my first day. Been hanging out with him every day since. He's really really great.
Spent the first night in Camden, at the pubs. Slept in a park.
It's really cold here. Like the weather we get back home in October.
Went to the Tate Modern yesterday and went down by the Thames. Beautiful. Huge room of soviet propaganda posters at the Tate, I about died.
Riding the tube and the trains everywhere. Haha.

Wednesday I'm going up to Malvern to stay with Alex for a while, and then on to Manchester to stay with my friend Angela for a few days, then the Wednesday after that, down to Dover to catch a ferry to Calais.

Miss you all. Love you all.