Mono, that means singular, that means I'm going to be alone for the next six weeks right?

This may be me just being angry, hot, and in pain but because I have been in bed for the better part of 4 days I think that I am granted a little bit of complaining. I've had a fever and a soar throat since Thursday night. I woke on Friday to a pool of sweat and the sheets stretch across the bed, only wishing it had been done in pleasure. I tried to stand, failing I fell back to bed and wanted to die. I would be missing out on an enticing event, not something that I am devastated about but none-the-less would still have liked to attend, and would very much rather be partaking in than strep throat round two in just as many months. Unbelievable, I was throbbing, thrashing around like a child, no one to bring me water or pills or popsicles. Sad... So I lay and withered for the next two days, feeling as if I was being sucked into a vortex of my own sweat and  anger for not being able to pee without holding myself up. Yes, I have often been in that position, but this was different. Every time I try to sleep I see the most absurd things in my imagination/hylucinigenic what ever I am seeing. A pear wrapped in newspaper, suspended in a news/wallpapered room, with ribbons darting across my field of vision. Now I know that my fever isn't quite that high and I was either sleeping or in a low consciousness level at the time. Still freak me out, I'm currently, strep free and still sick. "Come back in two days if you aren't better we will run a mono test." No fuck you Dr. Marc, you can S my D I am not coming back to you Urgent care my ass. I would rather go to the ER and pay them their ridiculously inflated prices to be see at a more acceptable pace. Who the hell are you a fucking Phisher-Price-Play Dr.? No thanks. I will be going to see an actual professional who examines me correctly. So that is where I sit at the moment. Hot as hell at 3:30 in the morning unable to sleep, body aches and fever. What a wonderful way to spend the weekend, I'm absolutely thrilled that I was able to enjoy the amazing June weather at the beach or at an outdoor cafe. Well, time will be the deciding factor, positive thinking.

So a fantastic day yesterday.

Ally, the Ally is in town once again and we were all in top form. Chelsea Ally and I together is a cluster fuck of imaturity and ridiculousness, needless to say we had a great time. Despite the raining on of our original plans the day was a conglomerate of silly cat fights and fart noises. At one point I was riding Ally like a horse. A trip to the convention Grill satiated our hunger for malts and french fries. The Grill always delivers and we got some free shit which by any means is always appreciated. Honey Malts = yum. We migrated to Tod's and Gretchen's house where we proceeded to hang out with 11 and 13 year olds and they by far beat us in the maturity catagory. We played guitar hero and tried to form a band which lasted all of me banging on the drums and having no idea how to make anything sound less like I was 3 banging on my moms pots and pans.

We watched were the world mine last night. It was good, not spectacular but definitely enjoyable. I also fenced with curtain rods and found a great little votiv, that was once a ceiling fan light shade.

Car bitch drunk ass

Its been um currently forever many days since my last confession... Post... Confession. I realized that the summer of last was quite the interesting adventure and the time since has also been a grand experience.  I can't quite, finish anything right now. My ambitions, motivations have gone out the window with the arrival of chilly, summer. I think that the season of what is now should be called Chummer. Chilly summer, not warm enough to go out side and tan my pasty ass. 

Baily inspired me to blog again, but seeing as her adventure to the wonderful south american countries she is visiting.  I will TRY my hardest to do something note worthy. 

To this point in time. I have done nothing accept be an incredible ass, drunken, stoned, lazy irresponsible sleepy mess. Commence the kitchen cleaning and retrieving the car.