Mono, that means singular, that means I'm going to be alone for the next six weeks right?

This may be me just being angry, hot, and in pain but because I have been in bed for the better part of 4 days I think that I am granted a little bit of complaining. I've had a fever and a soar throat since Thursday night. I woke on Friday to a pool of sweat and the sheets stretch across the bed, only wishing it had been done in pleasure. I tried to stand, failing I fell back to bed and wanted to die. I would be missing out on an enticing event, not something that I am devastated about but none-the-less would still have liked to attend, and would very much rather be partaking in than strep throat round two in just as many months. Unbelievable, I was throbbing, thrashing around like a child, no one to bring me water or pills or popsicles. Sad... So I lay and withered for the next two days, feeling as if I was being sucked into a vortex of my own sweat and  anger for not being able to pee without holding myself up. Yes, I have often been in that position, but this was different. Every time I try to sleep I see the most absurd things in my imagination/hylucinigenic what ever I am seeing. A pear wrapped in newspaper, suspended in a news/wallpapered room, with ribbons darting across my field of vision. Now I know that my fever isn't quite that high and I was either sleeping or in a low consciousness level at the time. Still freak me out, I'm currently, strep free and still sick. "Come back in two days if you aren't better we will run a mono test." No fuck you Dr. Marc, you can S my D I am not coming back to you Urgent care my ass. I would rather go to the ER and pay them their ridiculously inflated prices to be see at a more acceptable pace. Who the hell are you a fucking Phisher-Price-Play Dr.? No thanks. I will be going to see an actual professional who examines me correctly. So that is where I sit at the moment. Hot as hell at 3:30 in the morning unable to sleep, body aches and fever. What a wonderful way to spend the weekend, I'm absolutely thrilled that I was able to enjoy the amazing June weather at the beach or at an outdoor cafe. Well, time will be the deciding factor, positive thinking.